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10/4/2008 My Astrology today Judy, You are in love with love today.
The air is full of romantic, sexy possibilities.
You love nothing more than to find someone to talk to and you could be up all night in deep,
Passionate and intriguing conversation with someone special..
 I'm not sure, actually i was sleeping and eating all day at home,and alone. Does that mean i should go out for party tonight? Someone wanna go to the Bund 1, but i really don't have any common to talk with her, really odd person. I don't believe this kinda of thing now, and also don't wanna take a risk to meet someone in club. Met R already enough ....8/27/2008 The Catcher in the Rye J. D. Salinger said, "And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff --- I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going. I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all." 8/23/2008 My Horoscope today Judy, Nothing will be accomplished by rushing through the task at hand.
Get over your past pain and you will be on the road to a new lifestyle.
Keep old demons from haunting you any longer.
Do not let the moodiness of a friend ruin the good time you are having.
Damn fucking exactly..... 8/14/2008 what's soul mate? "Hey, Judy, i will get marry next month.."
"Congratulations, so that person should be your soul mate,rite?"
"I'm not sure, sometimes i don't think i can tell her the thing so deep in my mind?"
"Oh, i get it. You don't know whether she can be your soul mate, but you are going to marry her? That's not fair. or you couldn't find anything better than this you can do.."
"I don't even know what a soul mate is, do you?"
"I think, the person who makes you be the most "you" that you could possibly be."
"But sometimes i doubt it, and maybe i changed a bit for her, but that's not smooth."
"Yeah, maybe your soul mate is the person who forces your soul to grow the most. Not all growth feel good, you may feel stress or realize something special. You wanna avoid it, ignore it, but actually you still know she is important to you. That called soul mate...." 8/10/2008 Tired Great, it's my 3rd time forgot take keys,and lock myself outside..This morning when i got up already 8,Jam went out to learn driving, then I wanna go out to buy something for breakfast. Just downstairs, I feel something strange, yeah, i forgot to take my keys again~
What the hell, Jam only can come back after 12:30, and i only has a little cash, no mobile no money, i didn't remember anyone's number, but my parent's and R's. I know i can't call them, my parents are not in shanghai, they can't help me, R need his own space, i also don't wanna bother him again...I know some friend's address,but i was not sure whether they are at home, especially it's weekend, they should with their guys....So finally i sat on the stairs, waiting for Jam, till 1pm, sweating and feel anoxic. Oh,btw, it was rainy, so bad weather...
This week really feel gloomy, usually think too much, and feel upset..Sometimes i feel i have borderline personality disorder, I can be nervous, think sth crazy, make me feel bad and kinda of mental disservice..Bloody hell~~Graeme said he understand my feeling, he is a bit worried about it, but he also cannot do anything. What i did just i deserve. Only live for myself, take care myself. I don't think i can expect anyone or anything now. When i met some troubles or problem, i can't share with others, or complain, best way is try to solve them by myself. It's meaningless to let others know, they can't help you, they can't do that for you..They are just liar... 7/24/2008 无语 小店里有卖煎蛋的小锅，各种图案，什么多拉A梦、维尼熊， 貌似很可爱
我买了维尼熊的，心想，以后吃早餐的话，看着小熊的头像，应该更有心情的
结果，结果，我发现了一个问题
煎出来的蛋是黄色的，而且根本看不出来是个熊的头像，
反而更象格格巫~~后悔。。。 7/17/2008 Just believe myself I always think girls should be independence enough, especially when they meet some trouble and try to solve them.
Well, I can be sensitive and nervous almost time, but when i meet trouble, i don't believe others, or especially guys. What they can do? Only can say, oh poor baby~~ or don't worry, try to ask somebody... So they will not come to help you, or even they can come, that kind of problem they also don't know how to fix.
So, usually, I fix toilet by myself, I went to IKEA to buy furniture and find workers to delivery, and I also like fix them together at home. The electrical system broke, I know it's helpless to call guys, then i only call the power company asked them to send someone, come to repair. I never expect guys can do sth for me, but nothing about trust....
In this kind of realistic society, better we only believe ourselves, and love ourselves, then others can respect you. Try to fix some problem is not really difficult than you thought. If really can't solve, also can ask professional to come.
Friends can be nice for company, or share something, but i don't really like to ask them to help me. I want to be indepence, 'cause I always alone...... 6/30/2008 Sex and the City Finally finished the movie "SEX AND THE CITY", totally have no feeling, except Samantha's words can make us laugh for a while. But i remember 3 things.. 1. Vivienne Westwood's wedding dress 2. Carrie's so strong arms 3. 4 ladies gather together,and screaming. In fact, i prefer Charlotte's life, so peaceful and happiness... 6/24/2008 Are Men Necessary? Are men necessary? Are men afraid of smart, successful women? WHy did feminism fizzle? Why are so many of today's women freezing their faces and emotions in an orgy of plasticity? Is "having it all" just a cruel hoax?
Some girls are witty and wide-ranging to think about it, they look at the state of the sexual union, rasing bold questions and examining everything from economics and politics to pop culture and the "why?" of the Y chromosome, which has been shedding genes over evolutionary time, may disppear entirely within the next ten million years, a hypothesis countered by newer studies showing that the Y of the human species has been stable for the past six million years. Neither development, of course, has any bearing on the coupling opportunities for humankind as we know it.
For men. Friends and more, past, present and future. You know who you are.
Probably women's question addresses the confusion of postfeminist dating, gender conflicts in the workplace, the media's disparate treatment of men and women, the global culture's saturation with sexual imagery, our collective obsession with youth and appearances, the objectification of women by men and , finally sex as "a tripwire in history."
I am not totally agree with these opinion, but it's fun to know these ideas^^ In today's sexual politics, are women equal--- and are men even needed? When sexes Collide.
Yiyi said," I don't even understand what I don't understand about men. They're a most inscrutable bunch, really."
Shirley said," I had a moment of dazzling clarity when I was 27, a rush of confidence that I had cracked the code. But it was, alas, an illusion." "I think I overcomplicated their simplicity. Or oversimplified their simplicity. Are they as complicated as a pile of wood? Or as simple as a squid?"
I was loath to accept the premise of Jerry Seinfeld, who claims that "men are really nothing more than extremely advanced dogs" who want the same thing from their women that they want from their underwear:" A little bit of support and a little bit of freedom." Maybe just sometimes we are too mature, just being OLD WORLD, like a poem said:
By the time you're his,
Shivering and sighing,
And he vows his passion is
Infinite, undying---
Lady, make a note of this:
One of you is lying. 6/20/2008 desprated girls? Actually these days we always talk about relationship with suppliers assistant, then we found an interesting problem, except one girl in Nanjing will get marry this August, others are all singal.. What happened to us? They said the male and female rate in shenzhen is 1:7, that means guy is so popular there, ok, we accept it, but how is north or east, people in Qingdao or Shanghai or Hangzhou, all said it's hard to find a guy....totally no idea. Or are we picky? I don't think so....Everyday Jenny and I stay in the office and shout, where is the guy?
This noon, seems like it's a good day, hot and a lil sun shine..then my co-worker decided to go out for a walk.
Jenny and I went to TIME SQUARE to check some new style of ZARA, the most popular skirt are all same style--- long enough till ankle, so you should be so slim and tall enough...ok, the height we can't change, but maybe lose weight is possible...err, the question is coming, where is the power to keep the shape? Then we made joke, find a guy, and get power to keep shape and energy...hengheng, the old problem back again!
One more thing i don't understand is, sometimes girls can gather together,talk and gossipe, seems like they know each other for years, Why? For examle, i joined Luana's bday party last Friday, Veit's gf, Matteo's gf and Max's gf sat together, talking and laughing, I heard what they talked about---their boyfriends and their relationship. Yeah, that's weird, girls' topic always about guys or their boyfriends, then they think you are not dangerous, or can be trust you? How tragical...
Ok, I don't care, I'm tired about these silly and usually can get nervous things. Why always need a guy, for company? or for some needs? We still can live so well without a man, be independence, be smart, be confidence... 5/22/2008 Business Trip Just back from business trip in Guangzhou and Shenzhen. When the flight assistant said the plane nearly arrived Shanghai, my boss and I feel so happy, finally we are back. Compare to Guangzhou and Shenzhen, we think Shanghai is better, though the air is also dirty, and too many people, but at least, it's better than GZ and SZ. I am so surprised, in GZ,everything is small, the taxi, only can put one suitcase in the boot, at last we have to take 2taxi; the elevator is also small, only can stand 8 person; the apartment. Shenzhen is much better than GZ, but still not so convinent like Shanghai, in SH,u can easily find sth you want, but in GZ and SZ, you can't. The only good thing is, the food is great. My boss and I ate a lot seafood, both of us are the fan of seafood...lol^^
The bad thing is, the air is bad,and also muggy, then my right eye got allergy, totally red, looks like a rabbit, but rabbit is red of both eyes, maybe i look like Husky,cuz it has 2different color eyes....kidding..these days only can wear glasses, no contact lenses..so ugly, like a bird :S
Back, i think maybe it's my style, i always prefer to be busy all the time, now this business trip let me feel it. Always busy, in the meeting all the time, usually eat late, or no time to eat. I only stay there for 4days, but lost 2KG..Umm....it's a good way to keep shape^^
I enjoy this business trip..this time the big boss of Italy also came with us, we have to choose some new style for next summer, then the boss said my feet is nice, thin, and let me try a lot of shoes he is interested in.. I love this job..so enjoyable! And i just learn a word about feet..European fitting/ American fitting...sounds odd... 4/17/2008 sensitive political but dont be brainwashed---转载 Love Europe love China but hate brainwashed people..This is a cyber friend wrote in his MSN title..Lot’s of my friends whom are on my msn list changed their signs as Love China. That’s not a big deal. But I changed it or not, is it your business? Just because you change your signs, will it really mean you love china from your deep heart? I doubt it, so ridiculous. 3 years ago, lots of people had been brainwashed like today, but they did more stupid things and didn’t even think about what they did bring. Somebody went to jaill including a teacher of my gf's university.
I always know that, what the medias said is just probably 85% is totally right.We have to judge them by ourselves.Don’t let medias even the politics to control you. Sometimes we just saw the half, not the whole thing. When others look down on you, that means you have been in the down situation. The only way we can do is to improve ourselves. Change our own situation is much more important than fight or hit others to shut others mouths.
Do what we can do, let others say what they want to say. When one day others see your mightiness, they will choose to stay, if they still want to leave. Let them go, it’s their right.
Human Right. Here below is something I read in the net.
西方国家这次为什么会如此的团结？欧洲的德国、法国，一般是不会冒着这样的风险得罪中国这个经济大国的。伊拉克战争时德国和法国都和中国站在一边，不支持美国对伊动武。为伊拉克而得罪美国，不符合他们的国家利益啊。法国10年前为了不得罪中国，终止了对台军售，损失了几十亿的收入。而为什么今天会冒着这么大的风险公然与中国为敌？难道就是为了和自己根本不相干的西藏和奥运？
而另一个值得让人思考的问题是，一向是西方老大的美国，为什么这一次这么低调？让英、法、德在前台唱主角？对于西藏，西方国家很清楚，再怎么闹，中国也不可能做出让步。对于奥运，他们也很清楚，就算西方国家没有一个领导人出席北京奥运，中国也就是面子上过不去罢了，对中国有实质影响吗？没有。
所以，西藏只是一个幌子，奥运也只是一个幌子。那么他们到底想从中国得到什么？
西方国家正面临着10年来经济陷入衰退的危险，他们需要有一个有实力的国家为这次西方经济的衰退买单。不言而喻，他们不约而同的想到了中国。做为一个普通老百姓，我对国际经济没有什么研究，但2008年一开始我还是隐约到中国经济面临的危险，现在也就想到了温家宝总理说过的一句话：2008年也许是中国经济最困难的一年。现在想起正在进行的这场闹剧，真的有点让人毛骨悚然了。美国不是低调，是很冷静，他们早已经不露声色的出招了：
1。美元贬值。因为美元贬值，人民币升值，中国16000亿美元的外汇储备已经人间蒸发了3000亿，而且还在继续蒸发中。更要命的是，由于人民币升值，中国出口产品成本增加，沉重的打击中国的出口，许多企业面临倒闭的危险。因为中国企业的倒闭，西方国家生产企业就可以开始生产复苏。
2。通过高油价以拖垮中国经济。中国经济的高速发展需要大量的进口原油，而西方国家不断的提高石油储备，造成高油价一直持续，以增加中国经济建设的成本。这就是美国为什么要打伊拉克、打伊朗的原因：控制石油就是了经济命脉。
3。助长中国金融泡沫。人民币升值，大量热钱自然要涌入中国，造成中国高成本，高币值的经济泡沫。或许这就是为什么政府就算是背着千夫所指都决不救市的原因，就是为了打击国际投资在中国的恶意圈钱行为，而另一方面却不得不面对成千上万痛不欲生的股民的唾骂而有可能造成国内社会动荡的危险。现在看来，什么西藏事件，抵制奥运都是不足为道的事。
所以，“西藏”和“奥运”只是西方国家绑架的两个人质，他们真正的目的不是西藏，也不是奥运，而是以此为要挟，要中国为他们的经济衰退买单。不买单，搞乱你，要死大家一起死。买单，坐下来谈，你答应我我就息事宁人！
中国政府的冷静是对的，死死抓住经济建设这个中心不动摇才是关键。经济如果一垮，那就什么都垮了。国民要冷静，要相互理解，不要给政府出难题。还是那句话：发展才是硬道理，压倒一切的是稳定。一个普通的中国人都能预料到，我相信政府能从容应对。我们要支持政府打赢这场表面上看起来是舆论战，而事实上是经济的战争。
我们需要更团结，希望大家奔走先告 1、多省油 多乘坐公共交通出行 能做车就不要开车 能开窗户就不要开空调 2、多省电 路灯不用就关掉， 能用耳机就不要开音箱，家电不用就要把整个开关拔下 来 又省电又安全 希望政府把夜景工程的灯光就关掉 3、支持国货 能买到国货就不要买外国货 促进内需 钱要给自己人赚 4、努力工作 多开发和制造更好的产品 实业才是救国之本 5、尊重自己 尊重国人 不要崇洋媚外 6、告诉台湾 西藏 包括其他民族的青年为什么我们现在还这么痛苦，别的国家看不起 ，因为我们的祖辈太喜欢窝里斗。 7、告诉身边的每一个人 中国只有强大才会有更好的家 ，落后就要挨打挨骂 8、政府在进步 督促政府更快的进步 而不是推到他 那样高兴的是美日 痛苦的是自己 4/10/2008 Is It Important_ Does your partner ever asked
how you feel about him?
If he does,
that's a warning that you are not shwoing to him
how special he is to you.
If you do not nurture a loving relationship,
you could just let a "good thing" slip your fingers.
Try these easy, yet inexpensive ways
to show him that you really care,
and see,
how much love you will receive in return. 3/26/2008 La Pasion Love is wonderful, people feel sweet and passionate when they fall in love. But why they have this feeling?
According to the British "Guardian" reported on 5th,Dec. Scientists recently devoted to the tracking of such animals to study their brain and the behavior of their love with the demise of a process, the results of the two scholars after found that when male and female voles after mating, both of them will be loyal to the life and relationship, whenever this time, mating voles will release a lot of brain dopamine--- called "feel good" chemicals.
We usually called that dopamine as"poisons of love". When they injected into these chemicals to the make voles brain, who have never been mating, it was found that these small guys immediately give up the pursuit of other female voles, but wholeheartedly want to be hanging around that female vole which one he fall in love at the beginning. It's the same theory to human being.
But the point is, most of time, we can't be loyal to only one all the time, so what's the problem? It is--- dopamine is a substance from tyrosine metabolism, the brain neurotransmitter, is a sentimental people's material. Another hand, we also secret posterior lobe oxytocin in the meantime. Dopamine and oxytocin's secretory proportion gives affair a reasonable explanation. Some people always secret dopamine but refuse oxytocin-secreting, then they always fall in love with different people. The thing in their brain called phenylethylamine, it's small but really important, can let them fully immersed themselves in the happiness of passionate.
In the brain, we called love as chemical cocktail. Means, when you be together for long, then the body will produce anti-bodies for these three substances, especially phenylethylamine level is gradually declining. After this, or men and women should be separated, or have affair. That's why 30/40-year-old people's marriage is frail and weak. In other words, that chemial maybe more important than spirit and love.
Now I totally understand why Loopy can be a really good lover. Perhaps he only secrets dopamine but no anti-body. He always change girls, doesn't wanna get into any relationship, then can keep the fresh feeling and high level phenylethylamine.
My question is, when the situation changed, time passed, no passion anymore, what should we do? Keep hunting, or take an injection to get more dopamine?
3/25/2008 It Is Girls' Things Peple said, one of the best things about being in a great relationship is feeling comfortable enough to leave it for several days. Then we can find the feeling will be more stronger. I can't tell, I just try to control myself not miss someone, it's better to not let others know your feeling especially in this too realistic world.
A girl called Daisy just left me a msg, asked whether there is any possible that can start a relationship after one night stand. Sweetie, that's possible. Some people especially foreigners think it's better to try sex at the beginning, then will figure out whether you two match or not. Someone prefer that, but not my style. Usually can give guys a sign, that you are not only open minded, you are also easy, too easy probably... DAMN...That thought makes me exhausted...
It's hard to eat just organic all the time. Last night, I could not stop thinking about a Big Mac. Really hope my body can be always amazing. I'm having nude or any sexy photographs taken in spring or summer. "Are you going to hand them out to prospective dates?" Jonathan laugh at me so loudly. Jonathan is a cute boyfriend of mone, I mean B-O-Y friend, I used turn "boyfriend" loosly as Jonathan is clearly a homeosexual.
This is not about a man's approval. This photo is just for me. When I'm old, I can look at it and say, "Damn, I was so hot." Isn't that narcissistic?
Guys always masturbate, 'cause they need that, and from the medical way, they should do that three times a week. Sounds so crazy, huh? I know most of guys imagine some sexy hot girls when they do that. I don't know whether girls also do that, well, I DIDN'T. Maybe I feel a bit embarrassed. But we can talk about that. When some girls gathered together this noon, we discussed that IF we have masturbate, what kind guy we will imagine. We can masturbate to whomever we like. It's imagination. It's fun and perfectly healthy.
"Who do you all fantasies about?" Richard asked me.
"George Clooney and Hugh Jackman." I replied. Yeah! We laughed and handclap. It's amazing, they are like a Chanel suit, will always be in style. How sexy are they!
Now I just found, even old men, they still have fantasies probably. An old man lives in another building in my community, every morning when I take Loopy out for a walk, and then I can see him, sitting on a bench, keep looking those elder ladies dancing and doing exercises. So weird, I can't believe it, he can sitting there for 1 or 2 hours, just keep looking. God, that kind of NEED is for everybody!
Girls are always interested in any kind of topic, that's us! 'Cause we are growing up, we need to know more about life, men and sex, to learn more about relationship...
3/19/2008 Is It a Rule? If you're serious about this guy, you can't sleep on the first date. The number of dates that you wait to have sex is proportional to your age. Well, forget the math, just don't fuck on a first date, you're fine. Someone think a guy just as easily dump you if you fuck him on the first date. Isn't it better to find out if the sex is good before anybody's feeling get hurt? True romance cannot exist without good sex, and yet you can have good sex with someone you don't respect, or even remember. But sometimes you can't be hemmed in by rules, you go with your emotions. I mean some of the greatest romances of all time began with sex on the first date...I bet... 3/17/2008 SmellMaybe I am an odd girl
I am so sensitive about every kind of smell
When I with someone
I easily can recognize what parfume they use
They were pretty surprised
This morning I was on the way to the office
Just passed an old lady
I noticed really special smell
That's from death
Totally different
Life is so short
Death is so easy
No idea 3/11/2008 我被黑了 本来这是一个春光明媚的早晨，我满面春光的、气定神闲的、心无杂念的、悠哉悠哉的坐在办公室里专心致志的工作，谁也没有招惹。这个时候，一个许久没有和我联络的孙子在MSN上出现了，发给我了一个文件叫“爆笑”。
我警惕了一下，问：“这不是病毒吧？”因为杀毒扫描硬盘，我的电脑已经两天没有睡好觉了。这孙子说：“当然不是了，我能发病毒给你吗？”于是我的警惕立刻土崩瓦解，太不应该随便这么恶毒的怀疑别人了。人家3个月没搭理我，哪能到了新的一年就给我发个病毒恶心我呢，不会不会，不会有人干这种损事儿。
于是我收了文件，收完之后丫儿还嘱咐我了一句：“你看完了之后告诉我感想。”在我点击那个文件的一刹那我相信，丫儿一定在电脑前淫笑得连鼠标都拿不住了。
电脑上显示：“现在有个智商测试，请点击开始。”我老老实实的点击了“开始”。只见我的电脑屏幕突然大乱，无数个在线的MSN窗口都打开了，一个消息被不停的复制并且发出：“我五一要结婚啦！你可要来啊！”发遍了所有人之后，屏幕上闪现了一行大字：“测试完毕，你的智商为零！”。。。。你大爷！！
一石激起千层浪，一条信息让举座皆惊、全世界大乱。MSN上N年没有联系我的人这下子都被惊动了，有恭喜的、有吃惊的、有外地朋友问来上海参加婚礼可不可以报销的、有质问我为什么早没有告诉她的、有问我新郎是谁的、有问我受了什么刺激的、有悲愤的质问我为什么不等他的。。。。。连老板都关切地问我“什么时候办事儿啊？”我彻底歇了。
我定了定神，活动了一下手腕，深呼吸了一下，开始手指纷飞的向大家公告“我被黑了”的消息，无数了MSN的窗口在那里闪啊闪的，我根本忙不过来，一直打到胳膊酸疼，才算把消息澄清了。这个时候，我才有空去骂那个发给我文件的孙子，我告诉他，我打字打到手酸，丫儿很深沉的回答了一句：“现在你知道了吧，朋友多也是一种痛。。。。。。”
XYJ同志！你这么做是要遭雷劈的！！！ 2/28/2008 To Be Independence? I always think I'm independence enough.
When I was young, my parents were so busy, I just have to take care everything by myself, and also did house work,cook for them. And when I grew up, I used to get into school in other city. But I can bear it, I'm not really home-sick like other people. Now I move to Shanghai, still be single. Work, party, living, always alone. I know my parets especially my mum doesn't totally trust me, she usually too worried about me, maybe she is a bit negative sometimes. 'Cause i don't always tell her my story, what happened to me, i usually deal with them by myself.
Now I have my own place, I think i can handle eveything then. But today I had the weird feeling, in fact, I still don't know too much. In our building, we should write the number of how much water or gas you used, by ourselves. And suddenly I found I don't know how to read the number, the arithmometer is complicated to me, i don't know how to read it....Damn..
I always pretend to ignore the feeling, pretend that i enjoy be lonely. Indeed, sometimes i know i need someone be my side..just be with me, make me safe...Like, when I bought stuff from IKEA, I pay the money to ask people delivery them, and handle fix them by myself, like when the lavatory broken, i have to repair it by myself. But it should be nice if someone can do this thing with me, together...
I have friends, but i don't know how to ask them for this kind of favor. I don't want to bother them...Maybe I just want them think I am independence in my mind...
Anyway, I have to change the switch in the bathroom, by MYSELF, only me~~~ 2/25/2008 What the Hell Valentine's Day Valentine's Day again, really have nothing to say, well, I'm not a judgmental girl. It's my 24th no-lover's Valentine's Day, will spend it alone again, and this time is different, I'm in the train...And people I know are all have partners this year, even Cecily and Akemi.
Somewhere out there, I am alone again. The universe may not always play fair, but at least it's got a hell of a sense of humor. Someone once said that when one door shuts, a window opens.
Welcome to the "age of un-innocence". Instead, we have breakfast at 7am, and affairs we try to forgot as quickly as possible. Self-protection and closing the deal are paramount. Cupid has flown the co-op, how the hell did we get into this mess? There are thousands of women like this in the city, we all know them and we all agree they're great, but they're alone. It's like the riddle of Sphinx. Why are there so many great single women and no great un-married men? Sometimes in my opinion, I think they only place where on can still find love and romance in Shanghai is the gay community. Straight love has become closeted.
We are just in our early-twenties now, and usually think hardly to find a boyfriend. Is it hard exactly? Actually we always find out excuse for FEELING, feeling is important, no feeling no love... I started thinking about expectations. We're aware, as smart, single women, that we can't expect perfection. But life still manages to throw us curve balls. Maybe, once you're into your late-twenties, it shouldn't be called dating. It should be called "waiting for the other shoe to drop". Why is it always something?
That French Chris came back with his girlfriend again, it's the 4th time. I was surprised, but also feel happy for them. Though he worried about best sex life besides still love her. (They are pisces and scorpio, it's said they'll have perfect sex if be together.) Surprised that some guys also believe in star sign. To me, I have some problems probably, I cann't back with ex again, and can't even be friends. Did I lost the ability to love? Am I a loser in love? Bummer...
In fact, just when you was there, then you know what exactly happened. What I know now, is I'm afraid to try anymore, not I'm scared to be hurt, just I'm tired to figure out and have a try..but be honest, I'm totally move on, It's over.... |
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