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23/10/2009 Is It a Cold War There? I used to keep good relationship with my girlfriends, but just before they got a man. Usually when they have the partners, they like keeping distance, and i can understand that, they need sweet passionate time. And sometimes we hang out together, but they always kiss and flirt in front of me, kind of try to tell me, 'he is my man, get away from him'. How ridiculous, i just try to be polite and talk to them, and especially also they came to talk to me! Don't need to be upset, if you got confidence enough, you'll know i'm not your threat.
K and O are the perfect couple, well, kinda of. They were fun, smart, we had good time during party. One day O talked to me, with a little flirting. I felt odd and embarrassed, then i told K. But she got so nervous and angry, told everyone that i cheat her. What the hell! Hallo, are you alright?
I told her i didn't udnerstand why she was so upset, and she said I couldn't understand because i'm a single. And what! Single women prowl the city hoping to have fun with their men's dicks? When someone be together, or get married, all bets are off. We become the enemy. You know, be together women become upset because they know we can have sex anytime, anywhere, with anyone. And they're afraid that, we're gonna have it anytime, anywhere, with their men.
Did you ever got the 'poor single' thoughts in a party? Well, when you're the only single person at a party, they look at you like you're a loser, leper, whore! Exactly! Be together people are the enemy! Is that right? Were we enemies? Is there a secret cold war between singles and couples? Jonathan said "No, it's not a cold war. It's an out and out battle. And it isn't just straight people.''
Sometimes I am thinking, maybe the cold war isn't about hate, maybe it's about fear, fear about unknown. Be together people don't hate singles, they just want us 'figured out'. It is the time to stop all this speculation and infiltrate the enemy camp. 20/10/2009 Die LoreleiDie Lorelei
--- by Heinrich Heine
Ich weiß nicht, was soll es bedeuten,
Daß ich so traurig bin,
Ein Märchen aus uralten Zeiten,
Das kommt mir nicht aus dem Sinn.
Die Luft ist kühl und es dunkelt,
Und ruhig fließt der Rhein,
Der Gipfel des Berges funkelt,
Im Abendsonnenschein.
Die schönste Jungfrau sitzet
Dort oben wunderbar,
Ihr goldenes Geschmeide blitzet,
Sie kämmt ihr goldenes Haar,
Sie kämmt es mit goldenem Kamme.
Und singt ein Lied dabei,
Das hat eine wundersame,
Gewalt'ge Melodei.
Den Schiffer im kleinen Schiffe,
Ergreift es mit wildem Weh,
Er schaut nicht die Felsenriffe,
Er schaut nur hinauf in die Höh''.
Ich glaube, die Wellen verschlingen
Am Ende Schiffer und Kahn,
Und das hat mit ihrem Singen,
Die Loreley getan.
16/10/2009 He's just not that into you He's just not that into you, if he is not asking you out. An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of 'ruining the frienddship'. If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will. Men don't forget how much they like you.
He's just not that into you, if he's not calling you. If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind. Don't be with someone who doesn't do what they say they're going to do. If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn't follow thtrough on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he's okay with disappointing you.
People tell you who they are all the time. When a man says he can't be monogamous, you should believe him. Companionship is wonderful, but companionship with sex is even better. If you're tempted to spend countless nights just cuddling with someone, then buy a puppy.
12/08/2009 At the heart of the image 佛曰：世事无相，相由心生，可见之物，实为非物，可感之事，实为非事。物事皆空，实为心瘴，俗人之心，处处皆狱，惟有化世，堪为无我。我即为世，世即为我。
著名的日本相机厂商尼康（Nikon）的宣传口号也是“相由心生”—At the heart of the image，则是另外一种演绎了。
so what do u care? The height, whether he is goodlooking, or sth inside, his personality? 18/05/2009 Insomnia again I used to hang out with different guys, but, it will never happen sth with them, because i know they are not the Mr. Right for me.
People always say i like hovering around, or i am a playgirl. Honestly, i am just a little woman, who want to give an exclusive devotion to a man. Unfortunately, the guy over there doesn't know.
During the relationship, the side who pays more, not means he/she is a failure. It will never be a useless thing if you treat your lover with ture and whole heart, at least, after serveral years, the one who suffer from what happened and suddenly burst into tear, definitely not you...
There is a small knot indeep of me, i cna't move on, i can't give it up, i don't know whether i can trust..
27/12/2008 I Care About You I'm thinking about you.
I care what happens to you.
I want to share your sorrows
and sing your joys.
I'm here to talk
whenever you need me.
Always remember
how important you are to me.
Know that you are loved.
Have a bright, beaming,
bette-than-average day! 12/12/2008 Lord's prayerOur Father, which art in Heaven
Hallowed be thy Name
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done, in earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever.
Amen 17/11/2008 Wordsworth's poemOde On Intimations Of Immortality
What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remails behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind. 27/10/2008 Secrets Of course I have secrets.
Of course I do. Everyone has a few secrets. It's completely normal. I'm sure I don't have any more than anybody else.
I'm not talking about big, earth-shattering secrets. Not the-presidnt-is-planning-to-bomb-Japan-and-only-Will-Smith-can-save-the-world type secrets. Just normal, everyday little secrets. 23/10/2008 勾人新招 现在我决定啦，下次再出去见人的时候，人家问，我就说，“
”西西，不好意思，我听不懂，我不会英文。“
”哦，做饭？我不会哎，最多煎个鸡蛋。“
对的，就是要装做五体不勤，四体不劳的样子。
汗死，真不知道为什么现在这样的女生对男人来说都很受用？！   独立一点不好吗？20/10/2008 Secondary credit market crisis 有一天，一位其貌不扬的男士，带着一位十分艳丽的OL，来到CAUSEWAY BAY一家LV店。他为OL选了一价值6万5的LV HANDBAG。付款时，男士掏出支票本，十分潇洒地签了张支票。店员有些为难，因为这对夫妇是第一次来店里购物。
男士看穿了店员的心思，十分冷静地对店员说：“我感觉到，您担心这是一张空头支票，对吗？今天是周六，银行关门。我建议您把支票和包包都留下。等到周一支票兑现后，再请你们把HANDBAG送到这位小姐的府上。您看这样行不行？”
店员放了下心来，欣然地接受了这个建议，并且大方的承诺，递送HANDBAG的费用由该店承担，他本人将会亲自把这件事办妥。
星期一，店员拿着支票去银行入帐，支票果真是空头支票！愤怒的电源打电话给那位顾客，客户对他说：“这没有什么要紧的啊！你和我都没有损失。上周六的晚上，我已经同那个女孩子上床了！哦，多谢您的合作。”
这个故事揭示了次贷危机(secondary credit market crisis)的本质。人们在对未来收益充满良好预期的时候，对于可能加大风险缺乏防范意识。美女认为周一6万多的LV就会到家了，自然也就放松了警惕，认为ONS的投资是值得的，对于投入产出的预期是建立在一个具有巨大不确定风险的情况下的。而对未来收益预期的包装则是这些投资机构最擅长的事情。不管是股民，尝试投资的人还是为了某些利益的女孩子，他们和故事中的女孩子的一样，所以亏钱基本上是活该，没有这些人，股市赚谁的钱呢，男人们赚谁的便宜呢。而媒体和分析家们或是路人甲，往往在其中扮演了LV店员的配合角色。 Confused 经常会和不同的人见面，可是什么也不会发生，因为完全不是我要的那一个。
人们经常会说我总是在徘徊，很花心，
其实我很专，只是专的那个人他不知道。。。
Valentino对“奢侈”的解读是：今日的奢侈，是过适合自己的生活，被所爱的人包围，享受你想要的舒适，拥有一个值得珍爱的家。 16/10/2008 Fucked up 感情之中，付出多的一方，不一定就是失败的一方。而一个人对另外一个人好，永远不会白费。至少，若干年之后，耿耿于怀，突然泪流满面的那个人，肯定不是你。That doesn't mean I always have negative idea, maybe just I know everything, I can see everything clearly, but the problem i can't do that, still act negetive. There is a small knot indeep of me, I can't move on, I can't give it up.
13/10/2008 Forget about it I'm thinking about to make a party for my birthday, several friends asked for it. But latest 2years party just gave me bad memory, cuz my birthday is the Halloween, and my friends think all kind of pubs have event about Halloween, so must be fun to have party in pub. We went to pub, and it was so passionate and excited, my friends totally forgot me, and just party party party.
Another reason I am hesitating to make party is, not all friends have time in the same time, and I don't know who I should invite, or I have to meet them one by one? That's pretty weird. Somebody I care can't come to my party just let me down. We have our own world, sometimes can't understand other people's behavior, but depends whether it's important to you.
When I just met him, I felt I am a kid, but just half year past, I feel I am already old enough, old indeep. Don't always say you think my mental age just like teenagers. That's because sometimes i am so easy and outgoing in front you, but most of time i can be so quiet and silence, with desperated feeling..just you never know, and never try to understand. Forget about it.
I don't know why, usually like to make poker face in front of people. Especially when I am in an embarrassed situation, or I heard something really make me down, hurt me, feel sad. I can't let others figure out it, can't let them know how my feel is, the only way I can do is pretend nothing happened, or make stone face or laughing try to act like an innocent child. Another way I can do is, say something so rude, sarcastic, my mood is like verjuice. Well, I try to let others can't withstand that. It's bad, I vinly attempt, pretent I get nothing, but finally I know, one day I'll destroyed by these stuff.
Oh, forget about it~ 04/10/2008 My Astrology today Judy, You are in love with love today.
The air is full of romantic, sexy possibilities.
You love nothing more than to find someone to talk to and you could be up all night in deep,
Passionate and intriguing conversation with someone special..
I'm not sure, actually i was sleeping and eating all day at home,and alone. Does that mean i should go out for party tonight? Someone wanna go to the Bund 1, but i really don't have any common to talk with her, really odd person. I don't believe this kinda of thing now, and also don't wanna take a risk to meet someone in club. Met R already enough ....27/08/2008 The Catcher in the Rye J. D. Salinger said, "And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff --- I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going. I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all." 23/08/2008 My Horoscope today Judy, Nothing will be accomplished by rushing through the task at hand.
Get over your past pain and you will be on the road to a new lifestyle.
Keep old demons from haunting you any longer.
Do not let the moodiness of a friend ruin the good time you are having.
Damn fucking exactly..... 14/08/2008 what's soul mate? "Hey, Judy, i will get marry next month.."
"Congratulations, so that person should be your soul mate,rite?"
"I'm not sure, sometimes i don't think i can tell her the thing so deep in my mind?"
"Oh, i get it. You don't know whether she can be your soul mate, but you are going to marry her? That's not fair. or you couldn't find anything better than this you can do.."
"I don't even know what a soul mate is, do you?"
"I think, the person who makes you be the most "you" that you could possibly be."
"But sometimes i doubt it, and maybe i changed a bit for her, but that's not smooth."
"Yeah, maybe your soul mate is the person who forces your soul to grow the most. Not all growth feel good, you may feel stress or realize something special. You wanna avoid it, ignore it, but actually you still know she is important to you. That called soul mate...." 10/08/2008 Tired Great, it's my 3rd time forgot take keys,and lock myself outside..This morning when i got up already 8,Jam went out to learn driving, then I wanna go out to buy something for breakfast. Just downstairs, I feel something strange, yeah, i forgot to take my keys again~
What the hell, Jam only can come back after 12:30, and i only has a little cash, no mobile no money, i didn't remember anyone's number, but my parent's and Roland's. I know i can't call them, my parents are not in shanghai, they can't help me, Roland need his own space, i also don't wanna bother him again...I know some friend's address,but i was not sure whether they are at home, especially it's weekend, they should with their guys....So finally i sat on the stairs, waiting for Jam, till 1pm, sweating and feel anoxic. Oh,btw, it was rainy, so bad weather...
This week really feel gloomy, usually think too much, and feel upset..Sometimes i feel i have borderline personality disorder, I can be nervous, think sth crazy, make me feel bad and kinda of mental disservice..Bloody hell~~Graeme said he understand my feeling, he is a bit worried about it, but he also cannot do anything. What i did just i deserve. Only live for myself, take care myself. I don't think i can expect anyone or anything now. When i met some troubles or problem, i can't share with others, or complain, best way is try to solve them by myself. It's meaningless to let others know, they can't help you, they can't do that for you..They are just liar... 24/07/2008 无语 小店里有卖煎蛋的小锅，各种图案，什么多拉A梦、维尼熊， 貌似很可爱
我买了维尼熊的，心想，以后吃早餐的话，看着小熊的头像，应该更有心情的
结果，结果，我发现了一个问题
煎出来的蛋是黄色的，而且根本看不出来是个熊的头像，
反而更象格格巫~~后悔。。。 |
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